I'm supposed to go out to the fair with jacob tonight. But, I'm on day 2 of my head hurting so bad.
Now basically all I want to do is get to the point where I can pass out. I know that doesn't make much sense. And it's definitely not the "right" thing to do. But, the right think is getting me nowhere. The tylenol. advil, excedrin...it doesn't nothing to touch my pain. But people don't care. I doubt I'll even publish this because I don't want the drama associated with it. When I say drama, I mean people who want to care, but have no way to care. Don't tell me to go to the dr. It doesn't help. Don't tell me to pray or take supplements because it doesn't happen.
This is what I'm saying when I say I mean there's a difference between suicide and just wanting it all gone. I just want to sleep for a while. LIke a week maybe.
For some people that may sound suicidal. For me...it's the furthest thing from it. I know what it's like to feel suicidal. I've been there. I've taken the steps. And thank God it didn't work. So, I know that isn't this.
I just want to sleep until this pain is gone. When I sleep for hours and wake up and still have pain, it's such a gut wrenching feeling. Especially during the week when I have to get up and get the kids off to schoool and then still get stuff done. The stuff I'm doing to try to make money for my family.
Friday, October 5, 2018
Thursday, October 4, 2018
During Migraine Blog
So a little over an hour ago I was hit with (another migraine.) I wanted to post real quick while I still can.
Last week I had a migraine that lasted all week and landed me in the ER to get some relief. I don't want that to happen again.
But, I want to blog about some things that happened during that last migraine that have me concerned.
1. That is lasted so long. A couple days is pretty normal for me. And I can usually get over it without having to go to the er.
2. The memory loss I have associated with migraines recently. I don't remember a lot of things that happen during the course of my migraines lately. Even the next day or days later I will have no recollection of it.
3. At the end of last week I was having trouble texting. That doesn't seem like a big deal...but I use my phone A LOT, so I text pretty quickly and accurately. But, I was texting and it was all just a jumble of letters. Even a day or so after my trip to the ER I hesitated when I picked up my phone to text because I wasn't sure if my fingers were going to cooperate with me. At one point last week I was fairly certain I must be having a stroke.
Anyways...I just wanted to put this info out there as I'm in the beginning stages of another migraine. I hope it doesn't get as bad as the last one. But if it does, I want to have documented proof.
:)
Last week I had a migraine that lasted all week and landed me in the ER to get some relief. I don't want that to happen again.
But, I want to blog about some things that happened during that last migraine that have me concerned.
1. That is lasted so long. A couple days is pretty normal for me. And I can usually get over it without having to go to the er.
2. The memory loss I have associated with migraines recently. I don't remember a lot of things that happen during the course of my migraines lately. Even the next day or days later I will have no recollection of it.
3. At the end of last week I was having trouble texting. That doesn't seem like a big deal...but I use my phone A LOT, so I text pretty quickly and accurately. But, I was texting and it was all just a jumble of letters. Even a day or so after my trip to the ER I hesitated when I picked up my phone to text because I wasn't sure if my fingers were going to cooperate with me. At one point last week I was fairly certain I must be having a stroke.
Anyways...I just wanted to put this info out there as I'm in the beginning stages of another migraine. I hope it doesn't get as bad as the last one. But if it does, I want to have documented proof.
:)
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